What Else Would You Have Me Be?
Chapter 14
"You sure about this?"
He could understand Eliot's
misgivings-they weren't even halfway through the list, yet- but it was
nearly five in the morning. He didn't have the energy to explain how
he knew. He just did. Still, he forced himself to step back a moment,
ran a mental check to make sure he wasn't half dreaming it. "Yeah," he
said. "It's him."
---
The duffel bag sat on the edge of
the bed; Nate was staring at it when they came in, and though Parker
had removed the screen and was sitting in the open window, the room
still reeked of sweat and whiskey.
Alec had never been so glad to have good news in his life, but Eliot was the one who broke it.
"Nate, man. We know who it is."
---
"Dennis
Retzing. Former manager of the family business, and current resident
of the Stillwater Halfway House." Hardison turned the screen around so
they could see his mug shot. "He was released from prison three months
ago, because there wasn't any way to get around the fact that he'd been
brought in under entrapment."
Nate's lip curled. "Why are you just telling us this now?"
"Because
JARVIS looks for unusual activity, and none of this is unusual," Alec
bit back a sharper retort. "Half of the people we put away, they're
released within eighteen months, man. You know this."
"Fine," Nate grumbled, blinking bloodshot eyes and trying to get himself back in the game. "So what makes you think it's him?"
"This,"
Alec brought up another screen, a death certificate registering the
heart attack of Henry Retzing. " Dennis was trying to make the case to
move him to a better facility, but it went too slowly. Henry died about
a year ago, in jail."
"So that's what set him off?" Parker sat down on the edge of the table, craning her neck to see.
"It gets worse," Eliot muttered, waving at Alec, urging him on.
"Randy
Retzing was acquitted of all charges, mostly because Dennis and Henry
copped to everything, and judging by the court transcripts, it seems
that his general incompetence when it came to the family business did
the rest. If y'all remember, he wasn't exactly the biggest threat we've
gone up against, so he wasn't flagged for monitoring."
"Yeah,
okay Hardison. You and I, we're going to have to have a talk about your
metrics," Nate said, but the vitriol was gone from his voice.
"Believe
me, man, I got the message loud and clear. Anyhow. Randy was broke,
his family was in prison, but he still had his trust-fund brat friends
to fall back on. Which brings us to six months ago." Alec brought up
the other death certificate he'd found. "He overdosed in a friends
condo in San Diego."
"Oh." Parker was the only one who spoke.
Nobody else quite felt up to it, and Alec couldn't blame them. If they
were thinking along the same lines he was, they were probably thinking
that yeah. All that? Would be enough to drive a man to this point.
Nate though, was already thinking ahead. "So what do we know about his activities since he's been released?"
"Nothing, really. None of his accounts were accessed, not that there was much of anything in them."
"So how's he doing all this?"
"He
had another overseas account that nobody knew about, not even his
family. I only managed to find it because he'd signed for a FedEx
document about three months back. Seems that even before the little
wire fraud that he got busted for, he'd been setting himself up
something nice. Made some investments from this account, and," he
brought up the financial summary. Parker whistled. "Yeah. He's still
got a few million, even after withdrawing a million dollars, which,
tracing it along, bring us to the purchase of four plane tickets going
into Boston and two coming here, to Phoenix. He also spent a few weeks
withdrawing lump cash sums, and I'm pretty sure these were handed off to
Larson and his cronies."
"Two tickets?"
"One for Larson, one for himself."
"How'd he know where to find us?"
"That, I don't know," Alec admitted. "Guess you're gonna have something to talk to him about when he calls."
---
Now
that they had a target to aim at, Eliot wanted nothing more than to
launch himself directly at it, but there was no getting around the fact
that if he didn't get some sleep soon, he'd just end up making a
mistake, possibly a dangerous one. And that just wasn't an option.
Nate
had suggested that they all try and get a few hours rest, whether he
was likely to follow his own advice, Eliot didn't know. Parker seemed
content enough to watch cartoons on the suite's television, though
Hardison, once Eliot went back to the room, was already crashed out.
Eliot
went as far as taking his shoes off before lying down, but beyond that,
he didn't remember much beyond the sensation of the mattress underneath
him and the alarm clock going off far to soon.
Then it was
time to hurry up and wait, and he was slogging back to Nate's suite,
slamming back another cup of coffee as he watched Hardison get the
phones and computers prepped.
Unfortunately, asking him if he was ready, already, wasn't moving the process along much.
Nate
was a complete freakin' mess. Hard to look at, even with the windows
open and the sunlight pouring in. It only revealed what Eliot had
already known- sweating skin, tense eyes, twitching fingers. It was
impossible, however, to tell if he was about to snap, or if he'd done so
already. Reading Parker for clues was more useless than usual; she was
dozing on the couch, as if the fact that they were about to get a
ransom demand wasn't worth getting up for. Everywhere else, though, the
adrenaline was surging unevenly, and Eliot wanted to punch something.
He talked himself down for the third time in half an hour, told himself he was saving it up for something useful.
Hardison finally had them up and running with no more than seven minutes to spare.
The phone only rang once before Nate answered.
"This is Nate."
"How
lovely for you." The voice was disguised, but he was using one of
those hand-held devices, not running it through a filter. He probably
didn't know how much of his voice was coming through. Still, though,
Eliot probably wouldn't have recognized the sneering manner of speech if
he hadn't already known it was Retzing.
"You have the money?"
"I do. Let me talk to Sophie first."
There was a rustling on the line, whatever was happening sounded awkward, and then Sophie whined irritably before speaking.
"Hello, everyone," she said dryly. "I hope you all slept well."
"Sophie," Nate's relief at hearing her voice was palpable, but it was changing to something else already. "Are you all right?"
"I'm fine. My- forgive me for not mentioning his name, but he's got a gun pointed at my head- my friend and I passed a rather awkward, but thankfully non-violent evening."
"Good, that's good. Ah, Sophie, we're going to do everything he wants, so you just hang in there."
Sophie
didn't respond, and a moment later, Retzing's disguised voice was on
the line again. "You know she's alive and unharmed. I have no desire
to kill her, and though I know your tendencies lead elsewhere, I suggest you play along."
Nate
argued, a bold move even though Retzing wasn't nearly the unknown
quantity he'd been yesterday. "We don't kill-" Nate's eyes flinched in
Eliot's direction as he corrected himself. "We've never set out to kill
anyone."
Glaring out the window so he wouldn't have to look
anyone in the eye, Eliot wasn't so certain. As if picking up on his
brainwaves, Retzing laughed, brittle and electronic.
"But you have, haven't you? Anyhow, this nicely brings us to the point. Sophie is alive, for now, and will stay that way as long as you follow these instructions to the letter."
"I'm listening," Nate said.
"You
have one hour to get down past Chandler on Interstate 10, and I suggest
you move quickly. You have thirty minutes patch me into your
communications system. I'll have my earpiece on, you'll have yours, and
we'll have a charming conversation. I'll tell you what you need to do.
Of course, if you decide to disobey, Sophie, as distasteful as it is,
will come to harm. Do you understand?
"I do."
"Then I'll see you there. One hour."
---
Nate's expressions were coming too quickly to contemplate, so in between keystrokes, Alec watched Eliot instead.
"I don't like it," Eliot muttered, as soon as Nate hung up.
"Of course you don't," Parker said, hefting the duffel bag experimentally, then dropping it again, at loose ends.
"No, Parker." Nate rubbed a hand over his face. "He's right. This is a trap."
"Probably
is," Eliot agreed. "That's not the problem. It's too easy, both sides
get away too clean. Means there's something up his sleeve that he's
not talkin' about."
"Hardison?" Nate asked. "You able to get anything off of that?"
"Only
that he made the call from a hotel out in Mesa, so that's probably
where he's been holding Sophie. But I'll bet you anything they're
already on the move." He glanced up briefly from the screen. "As far
as his instructions go, there's nothing by way of traffic cameras that
far out of town. There are a few satellites in the area, though, I
should have them online in a bit, here. "
"All right. Any chance you can do that on the road?"
Hardison was already standing, unplugging the laptop, but Nate waved him back to his seat. "Not yet."
---
"Okay.
We've got to move fast," Nate was saying. "Hardison? Get Tara on the
phone, I want her waiting in the wings if this all goes to shit. Get
her copies of everything you've got on Retzing and Larson, Miller if
you've got it." His eyes were sharper than they'd been for days, now,
but there was no telling where this was going. "Eliot? Parker? Ah.
Go make sure we have everything we need in the van."
Parker's
eyes widened; neither of them liked hearing Nate talking in terms of
Worst Case Scenarios, but at least going out to the van meant getting
out of here and them the illusion that they were doing something.
Eliot had to hurry to keep up.
"How do you think this is going to play out?" she asked, hauling the van door open and crawling inside.
"Wish
I knew." He grabbed the crate Parker shoved towards the doorway and
hefted it back inside. He'd made three trips before she spoke again.
"You
really think Sophie's going to be okay?" Parker wasn't usually the
type to ask for reassurances. Then again, she'd been in close quarters
with Nate all night, and he'd been broadcasting worry and rage at an
astounding volume.
"I'll make sure of it," Eliot promised,
though he knew why they were making room. The back of the van was
cramped enough without people trying to crowd in to treat injuries.
Parker, thinking along the same lines, brought several bottles of water
and another stack of towels from inside the hotel, shoving them in the
corner in back as if preparing for blood was something they did every
day.
For the most part, they worked silently, efficiently. It
was cruel to think it, but Parker did always work best under pressure.
Suppose hanging off the edges of buildings gets you used to life or death.
He
had to stop thinking like this before the others came down. Parker
could deal, sure, bloody fatalism came naturally to her, but Nate?
Hardison? This was going to be a bad scene. He didn't need them losing
their nerve before they'd even got started.
Best to be quietly prepared for the worst, anyway. No need to draw their attention to it.
---
Alec had gotten Tara on the phone, but Nate had taken over, explaining what was going on.
It
wasn't hard to notice that nothing resembling a sane plan ever really
came up, especially with Tara's angry tone audible even from across the
room. Nate looked like he was thinking about throwing his cell out the
window.
Thing is, she's right.
This wasn't a plan. This was walking into a trap,
which only resembled a plan insofar as they were deciding to do it in
advance. It didn't matter how loudly Nate argued with Tara, it was
still Retzing calling the shots.
If it weren't for the insane glint in Nate's eye as he ended the call, Alec might've called him on it.
---
They'd
been on Interstate 10 for twenty minutes when there was a click on the
comms line. Eliot glanced out the window, checked his mirrors. Odds
were, Retzing was in a car, not too far away. Probably following from a
distance.
"Hello, Dennis," Nate ground out, but over the
comms, without line of sight on the expression he wore, his voice
sounded more glib than nervous. It was a strong opening.
But not strong enough.
"Ah, so you've figured it out. Not that I thought you were completely incompetent, but, you never know."
"Which
makes me wonder why you weren't straight with us from the start," Nate
shrugged. "You had to know we'd get there." This wasn't as strong a
play, even as a means to buy time. It wasn't as if Nate didn't already
know the answer, though Retzing explained it anyway.
"Because
this way, I'm inside your head. Admit it, Ford, you've been running
just to keep up for days now. I wanted you to really think about what you'd done. That's all this is about. Tell me, Nate. What would you do if your family was destroyed?"
"Only thing you've got working in your favor is the fact that it hasn't been. You should be grateful."
"You
and I both know that's not true. Look around you, Ford. The faces of
your team. How're they doing? Confident? The usual happy-go-lucky
attitudes riding high?"
Eliot glanced back in the rearview to
scan their faces. Parker looked wired, like she was about to burst out
of her skin at the slightest provocation. Hardison was nervous,
watching Nate's anger out of the corner of his eye as he pretended to
work on his laptop. Looking back to the road again, Eliot tried to
decide what he was feeling right now.
Honestly? He wanted to kill Retzing. Beyond that, there was nothing.
Nate
wasn't answering Retzing's jibes, which was a good move. No need
confirming anything. Retzing was just fishing, even if he wasn't that
far off. All this had shaken things up. Too soon, yet, to tell how it would all fall out.
"So how're we going to play this?" Nate asked.
"Get
off at Highway One and head south on St. Peters one mile. Toss the
cash out of the window and continue on for another half mile. You will
not stop your vehicle until you've reached that point, and you will at
no point turn around. Do you understand?"
"I hear you."
"Good.
I'll pull up, grab the money, and let your precious Sophie out of the
car once I see that you've held up your end of the bargain. She will
then walk to your vehicle. If I see it moving even an inch in our direction before she's reached you, well. I've got our friend Donovan here, with me. He's a good shot."
"What,
no face to face handoff?" Eliot flinched at the boldness of Nate's
words, glancing sideways at Nate. This was just stupid, goading Retzing
like this, especially since he'd just admitting to having firearms in
the same vehicle as Sophie. But Nate shook his head as his eyes met
Eliot's. "You're kind of limiting your chances for one last shot at
revenge, here."
"Honestly, Nate? If I got within ten feet of you, I'd probably just kill you. But unlike some, I'm not a murderer. Just never had the heart for it."
"So this. All this, it's not about the money, it's just about making us squirm."
"Yes. And showing you a tiny bit of what I could do, if I wanted to. What I will do, if I get even the tiniest suspicion that you're in the same time zone as me."
Nate nearly laughed. "I gotta say, Dennis. You're good. I'd hire you on myself if the feeling wasn't mutual."
"I'll take that as a compliment, then."
---
While
Nate talked with Retzing, Alec went stared at his screen until he was
sure that he had it. Tapping Nate on the arm, he waited for his nod
before motioning for Eliot and Parker to take out their earbuds.
"Satellite
signal's weak out here, but I managed to get the imagery of the area
we're heading to. Nothing there by way of cover, it's just the usual
county roads criss-crossing at one mile intervals. A few shallow
drainages and a little scrub brush, but that's it. On the plus side,
there's nowhere for him to hide in wait. On the minus side, there's
nowhere for us to hide, either. No cars out there as of five or so minutes ago."
"He's
got to be a lot closer than that. Probably following us," Eliot
muttered. When Alec blinked in confusion, he pointed at is ear, then
glanced out the rearview again. "Don't these things need a relay for
anything larger than a mile or so?"
"Ah, yeah, if we're going off
the cell towers," Alec paused, watching Nate pull his earbud out with a
grimace. Apparently he and Retzing had run out of things to talk
about. "But there aren't any out here, we're on a satellite relay. He
could be anywhere in the western states and still hear us."
Eliot's scowl deepened, but he said nothing. Just kept driving. Another ten minutes and they'd be there.
---
Everything
they'd found out about Retzing, and none of it mattered. There was
still too much they didn't know. Hardison's intel had been right, there
was almost nothing here beyond a shallow ditch running parallel to the
road, about 200 meters to the west. It wasn't much, but it would've
provided enough cover for a sniper, had Retzing not opted to have Larson
riding shotgun instead.
Smart move, that. It was much more maneuverable.
There
was no way Retzing could make a kill box in so open an area, but it was
so wide open that there was no controlling any impending action,
either. They'd have to play this straight.
The knowledge didn't keep Eliot from scanning, looking for anything they could turn to their advantage as he slowed the van down.
"Parker?"
Nate reached back for the duffel bag she'd been holding in her lap,
and for once, she didn't complain when the money left her hands. As
they began to cross, Nate shoved it out the window.
"Okay, Retzing," Nate said. "We've made the drop."
One mile later, Eliot stopped the van.
---
Eliot
and Nate had adjusted the rearview mirrors to watch the bag. Alec
craned his neck, looking over Eliot's shoulder to see, but couldn't be
sure what he was looking at was a duffel bag full of money or road kill.
They waited for what felt like a very long time. There wasn't
enough air in the van, even with the windows open, but nobody
complained. Nobody said anything at all.
Then he saw it. A
silver sedan, floating in the water mirage at the horizon before coming
to land on the road and slowing down. Parker smacked him on the arm,
not realizing that he'd seen, and up front, Nate began muttering to
himself.
"There they are… slowing down, okay. I think that's Larson getting out."
Alec
could just make him out, stepping from the passenger side of the car
and crouching in the road, prodding the bag with the end of his rifle
before opening it. A moment later, he raised the rifle, some sort of
signal, and Sophie was climbing out, stepping onto the road.
It
took a few moments of watching to realize that she wasn't walking
freely, and it wasn't until Nate began to shake his head that Alec
realized something was wrong. More wrong.
"She's moving slow."
Eliot was watching as well. "Think she's being cautious?"
"I
don't. She's-" Nate's hand was on the handle, he was about to open the
door when Eliot slammed the locks down. Nate spun to glare at him.
"No. We don't move. You least of all."
"Retzing only said that the van couldn't move."
"You
think that'll stop him from telling Larson to shoot? No. I don't like
it either, but, we're here until they're gone. And you're the last
target, Nate. They've fucked with every one of us, you're the only one
left."
Nate frowned, considering, and might've acquiesced had
Sophie not stumbled in the road behind them in that same moment. "You
don't call the shots, Eliot." Unlocking his door, he jumped out,
shoving his earbud in as he ran.
"Fuck," Eliot tried
grabbing after him, but Nate had already cleared the back of the van by
the time he'd gotten his seatbelt undone. "Damn it!"
"It's
okay," Alec realized. In the rearview, he could see Nate running
towards Sophie, but he could also see that the car was starting to pull
away. There was no doubt that Retzing and Larson, at least, had had the
foresight to bring binoculars. They wouldn't have missed it. "They're
leaving."
It took Eliot a moment to be convinced, but he began to edge the car forward.
"You
might want to give the two of them some space," Alec muttered, even as
he found himself unable to tear his eyes from Nate and Sophie's
progress.
Eliot smirked, then hit the breaks again.
There was a click on the line, someone tapping back into the comms. It wasn't Nate.
"This is what you get. Watching your family die, and being powerless to prevent it."
And the first shots rang out.
---
"What the hell?" Hardison shouted as they felt the second tire burst and the van listed even more towards the left.
Eliot
swung his head left. The second shot had taken out the driver's side
front tire as well. There was no way it had come from the car just
disappearing over the horizon, it had to be coming from the ditch.
Fuck, he couldn't see anything. Enough dust had been kicked up by the cars that it was useless as an indicator.
"Sophie's down!" Parker shouted, launching herself forward into Nate's seat.
"Hit, or hitting the ground?"
"Can't tell, Nate-"
From
this angle, watching in the rearview inside the van, they were at the
worst possible angle to watch what was actually happening. Nate,
fucking idiot that he was, wasn't ducking. He was running towards
Sophie.
"He's just going to draw more fire," Eliot muttered,
twisting the wheel. They wouldn't get far like this, but they could
close the distance, maybe block the sniper's shot if he could figure out
where in the ditch he was hiding.
Parker was leaning close, trying to look out his window. "Who's shooting?"
"Larson's
not the only one on the payroll," Eliot ground out, not wanting to get
into trajectories and the impossibility of the second shot. "Shooter's
in the ditch. Parker. In the back. Both of you. Stay low."
He
realized, as he managed to pull the van around, the wheel rims grinding
in the gravel, that he was only opening up the right side of the van as
a target. Odds were, those tires would be shot out in a moment as
well.
He drove as fast as he could, fighting the pull of the van,
keeping it on the road as best he could. More shots were coming, but
apparently the sniper wasn't great at hitting moving targets. It was
the closest thing they had to an advantage right now. Up ahead, Nate
was realizing the same, getting to his feet again at breaking into a
run.
At least he hadn't been shot.
Yet.
It took
forever to catch up with him, and it was a risk coming to a stop to pull
him into the back. Eliot pretended not to hear Hardison mumbling to
himself, sweet talking the van.
"I know you're just a rental, baby, but I know your model, your make. You come from a very strong line, you can do this."
Maybe
it was working. Their stop had cost them the front side passenger
tire, not to mention the glass shattering into the front seat as the
bullet lodged into the roof just above Eliot's head. Nate was trying to
climb up in front anyway, and if it weren't for Parker grabbing him and
yanking him backwards, he probably would've made it.
"Go," was all he said. Over and over again as he peered out the windshield.
Sophie
was only twenty or thirty meters out when the final tire blew, but she
was clambering up to a low, awkward crouch, trying to rush to meet them.
It was only when she was upright that they could see why she'd
stumbled. Her ankles were tied together, and so were her wrists.
Nate
was jumping out the back of the van before Eliot had stopped it
completely, but he didn't bother trying to stop him this time. Another
shot skidded across the road, just in front of the van, gouging the
gravel, creating a line that pointed back exactly to where the sniper
was hiding.
---
As soon as Nate got Sophie in the back, Alec was there with the knife Parker had tossed him, cutting her free.
"Are
you okay?" Nate was stuck on repeat, carefully taking her hands,
touching her feet as he looked, searching for injuries. Sophie was
nodding, but her eyes were wide and frightened, and she didn't say much
of anything at all, just hugged Nate back fiercely.
It got a
little voyeuristic after about ten seconds, though Parker seemed not to
mind, and there was still the matter of the sniper, still shooting at
them.
It wasn't until he turned to ask Eliot what he thought they should do next, that he noticed that Eliot was gone.
---
Eliot ran,
dodging from right to left to further right then straight on again, as
randomly and as fast as he could. He'd done this before, once in
Bosnia, then Iraq, but both times there'd been more cover, somewhere to
stop, think, catch his breath.
He'd breathe when he was done.
Another bullet sprayed the gravel less than a foot to his right, it took
every ounce of training he had to not swerve away from it. The sniper
would be expecting it, and indeed, was- the next shot went wide, off to
the left, safely ahead of him.
The sniper was learning, though,
the shots were missing in on a narrower and narrower margin each time,
but he was gaining distance.
At this point, he could take a
shot and still make it down there to strangle the guy with his bare
hands before the shock set in. If he had to.
He was pretty sure
the bullet that tore through his arm was just taking him up on his dare,
but he was coming up on the cut bank of the ditch.
In just a few more steps, he'd be throwing himself over it.
---
"Fucking hell. Eliot!"
Alec shouted, tapping at his comms again, but he still wasn't getting a
response. Eliot as he sprinted, and probably wouldn't be in a talking
mood anyway. "He's gonna get himself killed," he pointed as Parker
crawled up into the front to look. The sniper was still shooting, so
far, it looked like he was still missing, but Eliot's body jerked,
there, right then, just a little. Maybe he was dodging bullets.
Maybe he wasn't.
Fuck.
"What d'we do? Nate, man, what-"
"We don't
go out there after him," Nate said, grabbing his arm and pulling it
away from the door handle. Alec hadn't even realized he'd placed it
there, but now that he had, he could feel the glass shards grinding
their way into his hand.
He tore his eyes away in time to see Eliot diving over the edge, falling out of sight.
And then?
One final crack of the rifle. Then nothing.
Alec
counted to thirty before leaning towards Nate. He didn't turn to look.
He couldn't tear his eyes away from where Eliot had gone over. "Now what do we do?"
Parker snorted in frustration, shoving up next to him to get a better look.
"Hardison," Sophie called, rummaging around the supplies in back. "Didn't we have binoculars in here?"
"They were in one of the crates," Parker explained. "The ones we didn't need."
"Oh, damn.
Why did you…" opening the second box of medical supplies, her eyes
narrowing in accusation. "You knew someone was going to get hurt."
"It was a distinct possibility, yes," Nate said, and climbed into the front seat.
Alec was the only one who saw the new worry spreading on Sophie's face, and he tried to smile reassuringly.
He was pretty sure he failed.
"What
was that?" Parker was waving her hand, quieting them, but Alec he
shook his head; Nate and Sophie did the same. There might've been
something, but it could've been the wind. But whatever it was, it
sounded like it was coming from the ditch,
It was enough, apparently, to goad Parker into action. She jumped out of the van.
"Hardison, come on," she shouted, already moving towards the ditch.
"What- no. Hang on." Screw it. Sitting around here ain't doing you any good.
"Hold up," he said, clambering out after her. He walked as quickly as
he could- realizing once he was out in the open that he was more or
less a sitting duck- and kept his eyes and ears on the ditch ahead.
Parker
seemed torn between running ahead and waiting for him, so she was
cutting the difference. Fast steps interspersed with tense pauses,
ready to listen, ready to dodge whatever came her way. Alec doubted his
own abilities to do the same. But the alternative was to let her get
even further ahead.
They'd made it halfway with no action, though
he thought he could hear it now, the noise. It sounded like a small
motor. The wind shifted again, and he could hear the whine again more
clearly. Definitely a small engine, almost like a-
Like a chainsaw.
No. No, no way.
He shouted Eliot's name, but there was no response.
They slowed as they neared the edge, Parker dropping into a crouch, Hardison unable to do more than stoop as he walked.
The first thing he saw was the spinning rear wheel of the motorcycle.
Not a chainsaw, then. Thank you.
Parker
was closer to the ledge, but she was standing up, waving for him to
follow as she began to pick her way down. It was only when he got
closer to the edge that he could look down to see Eliot.
He was
crouched over Dennis Retzing. Not doing anything, just staring. He
raised his head, startled, when Parker called his name, and when he
moved, Alec could see why.
One leg still stuck under the dirt
bike, Retzing was sprawled, his face bloody. His neck was at a sharply
awkward angle, and he wasn't moving.
---
He hadn't meant to kill him. He'd just wanted him to stop.
The
fight had been rougher than Eliot would've expected, given what he
remembered of Retzing, but it had been two years. Retzing had been
working out, more muscle than dough now, and though he hadn't been
skilled, he'd been determined.
Eliot hadn't been ready for the
bike when he'd come crashing down into the ditch, and after rolling
awkwardly to avoid crashing into the motorbike, he'd been off balance.
Retzing'd had the advantage, getting in a good shot to Eliot's jaw with
the but of the rifle, but he'd given it up almost right away. Instead
of hitting him again, he'd swung the rifle around, trying to aim in too
small a space.
He'd gotten a few good punches in while they
wrestled for the rifle, though it did go off, once, before Eliot managed
to grab it and toss it out of the ditch. As they'd grappled, Eliot
realized that Retzing had an ankle holster, and he'd been trying to get
at it when Retzing's boot connected with Eliot's injured arm.
Eliot recovered quickly, but by then Retzing had thrown himself at the bike, kick starting it hard.
His plan had been obvious enough. Wheels, a gun, and sitting ducks out on the road.
He'd
launched himself after Retzing, but the bike had been moving by the
time Eliot caught up to him, heading towards the gradual rise a few
yards north, on the other side of the cut bank.
It had been a
hell of a catch. He'd gotten him around the shoulder, pulling back with
enough force to bring him down off the bike, but the bike had come with
him, spinning out and rearing up from underneath, the throttle gunning
in Retzing's grip as the handlebar caught him in the temple, hard enough
to force his neck back sharply.
If death wasn't instantaneous, it had been close. Eliot was still trying to sort it all out in his head.
But now Hardison and Parker were here, and any minute now, he'd have to explain it.
---
Eliot
was staring up at them like he didn't know what to make of the two of
them standing here, so Alec did the first thing that came to mind. He
tapped his earpiece and called for Nate.
"Hey, we got him.
Eliot's…ah, he's-" It was then that he noticed all the blood on his
arm. "He's still standing. Retzing, though. Don't look like he made
it."
"What happened?"
"Not sure yet. There's a motorcycle
down here, and." He looked at Eliot, who was reaching over to shut off
the bike and waving his hands back towards the van. "Uh. Right. We're
comin' to you."
"Tara's only about a minute out. You guys just get back here, now."
"Hey guys," he called, jutting his thumb over his shoulder. "Nate wants us back at the van. Tara's on route."
The
two of them climbed up out of the ditch, Eliot moving fast, clearly not
wanting to talk about it, or maybe just in a rush to find out what Nate
had to say, there was no way of knowing. Alec didn't want to think too
hard on the look in his eye when he'd passed.
Parker fell into
step with him easily enough, frowning after Eliot. Up on the road,
Tara's car was approaching the bullet-ridden van.
---
"Eliot? You alright?"
"I'm fine. Sophie?"
Nate
nodded towards the back of the van, and when Eliot stepped around, he
found Sophie sitting in the open back door, head down, hands over her
ears. After a moment, she raised her head.
"Are you okay?" It was a stupid question. He could see the rope marks on her ankles and wrists.
"Asks
the man who just got shot," she said wryly, smiling tiredly. "This
isn't winding up to be one of our more shining exploits, is it? But
yes. I'm fine, these," she held out her hands, "are minor, and the
worst extent of it. How badly are you hurt? It seems we've got more
bandages than-"
It was completely insane, but Eliot found himself grinning, grabbing her in a hug before she could finish.
"I'm so damned glad to see you, Soph. You don't even know."
Nate
and Tara came around the side of the van, Nate looking more like
himself than he had in days, smirking when he found the two of them.
"Okay. We need all of you in Tara's car. The police are on their way. And the sheriff's department. You need to be gone before they get here."
---
"You
got here fast," Sophie was saying, up front as Tara sped south.
Hardison found himself leaning in against Parker- he didn't have far to
go, crammed as they were in the back seat like this-to hear them over
the open window.
"Fast fast," Parker agreed. On the
other side of her, Eliot didn't even seem to be listening. He was
leaning towards the window, trying to keep the blood off the back of the
seat. His shirt was stained all the way down to the elbow, and from
the look on his face, it hurt like a bitch. Alec tried hard not to
think about it, but just because nobody was talking about it didn't mean
it was there.
"Nate wanted me to meet up with you back in town,
after you'd gotten out, said he had something for me to do," Tara was
telling Sophie, and it probably had something to do with the files Alec
had sent earlier. "Only, I gotta say, he was kind of a mess when he
called. So I tracked Nate's phone and followed you out here, in case he
decided to do something stupid. I was already pulling off the
interstate when he called."
"So what're we doing, anyhow?" Alec
wasn't sure, but he thought he heard sirens in the distance. "You and
Nate got some big plan?"
"Oh yeah," Tara rolled her eyes,
smirking. "There's a rest area a few miles up the road. You and Sophie
can get cleaned up, and then, well. We wait."
---
They
had the rest stop to themselves, which at least spared them the effort
of sneaking in without being noticed by a carload of tourists. Parker
and Tara had gone ahead with Sophie to help her get cleaned up, and
Eliot was pondering the tendencies of women to travel to the bathroom in
packs when he noticed Hardison staring at him again.
Here it comes.
During
the drive, he'd tried to rehearse. He was even pretty sure that it
would come out right, but now, here, standing in the parking lot? He
really wasn't sure how he was going to convince Hardison that he hadn't meant to kill Retzing. It had been an accident. There hadn't been anything he could do about it.
"What?"
Hardison
had his computer bag over his shoulder and was tossing the first aid
kit from hand to hand, nervously, barely looking in his direction. It
might've been the adrenaline wearing off.
"Ah. Your arm.
Don't know if it's as bad as it looks, but. It looks awkward. I mean.
Painful, yeah, but. Anyway, you want some help with that?"
Eliot frowned. He'd been expecting a fight.
Maybe that would come later.
"I've
dealt with worse," he said, reaching out for the kit and almost missing
the concerned look on Hardison's face. He changed his mind. "But
yeah. One handed is a bitch."
Inside, Eliot pulled the shirt
over his head and threw it in the sink. Nothing about it was
salvageable, but it was what he had. If he cut the sleeves off, it
would be enough until they got back to the hotel. In the mirror as he
turned on the water, he caught Hardison staring at his arm. He looked
ill.
"Look, man, you don't have to-"
"It's cool," Hardison
said, much too quickly as he shook himself into action, setting out
bandages and disinfectant. "Just. Not used to guns. Bullets. You
know how it is."
As he unscrewed the cap, Hardison's hands suddenly began to shake, the contents splashing out over his fingers.
It
wasn't a good sign. Eliot scanned him over, looking for signs of
injury. For all he knew, the van wasn't bulletproof, maybe he'd caught
one. "Hey. You all right?"
"Me?" Hardison wiped his hands on his jeans. "Yeah, man. I'm cool."
He
was quiet, though, and that was the thing. By the time Eliot had
finished splashing water up his arm and rinsing out the gash as best he
could, Hardison had it back under control. Or seemed to, at least.
When it came time to bandage Eliot's arm, he avoided looking anywhere
else.
He was helping him, for now, but the fight was coming. Something in him wanted to twinge at the thought of it.
When Hardison opened his mouth, Eliot was ready for it. Instead, what he got was a full on Hardison breakdown.
"Don't
fucking do that, okay? Running off like that toward the guy with the
gun. You know how it plays out in the movies? It ain't like that. The
guy that tries to be the hero just gets shot."
"No kidding,"
Eliot smirked, not knowing what else to do, and shifted his arm as
Hardison did another pass with the bandage. When he fastened it into
place, it was tighter than it probably needed to be, but he could redo
it later.
If he was being honest with himself, a few stitches wouldn't hurt, but they could wait.
"I'm
serious," Hardison said, after a minute. He still hadn't let go of his
arm, and when Eliot glanced up, he found him he was staring off at the
middle of the floor. His grip was getting tighter, and his breath was
coming way to fast.
"Hey, man," he pulled his arm away,
and Hardison let go, but the freaked expression didn't leave. He was
panicking, and his hand still hung in space between them, awkward.
"What's up?"
He was trying to pull it together, and that's what really did it. The fact that Hardison had to. All because of this fucked up day. Week. Month. The adrenaline was wearing off and his brain was kicking in and he was just figuring out how fucked up life could get.
Eliot grabbed his forearm, shook him a bit.
Part of this was probably his fault, anyhow.
"Look,
I'm sorry. I didn't plan for it to go down that way." And he hadn't.
He really hadn't, but the alternative had been worse. He wasn't sure
that Hardison was listening, but the sooner they cleared it up, the
better. "Choice was either to let him head back after you guys, or to
stop him. So I stopped him."
Hardison was nodding, but his eyes
seemed more determined than ever to avoid Eliot's and his voice was
shaking. "I know." He nodded to himself. "Nate's got a plan. He'll
take care of it. You got out clean."
That wasn't the point, not at all, and there went that weird winching sensation in his chest again.
Hardison
wasn't supposed to get like this. He was supposed to bitch and moan
and make jokes, not be on the verge of tears in some rest-stop bathroom.
Not over the possibility of Eliot getting caught.
Then again,
Eliot wasn't supposed to give a damn, either. But here he was, pulling
on Hardison's arm, stepping close. Actually wrapping his good arm
around him.
It was just supposed to be for a second. For morale.
Then
Hardison hugged him back. One arm, then the other. His shirt wasn't
anything special, just another T with obnoxious designs splattered all
over the front. But Eliot could feel the plastic of the paint against
his chest, sticking slightly, and beyond that, Hardison's heart trying
to bash its way through his ribcage.
"Hey. It's cool," he
tried. "Nate'll think of something." Because he would. Because that
was the team's job, now, cleaning up the dead bodies. His dead bodies. "And we got Sophie back. That's the important thing, okay?"
"And
you got shot. Because that's what you do." Hardison muttered, finally
pulling away just enough to look Eliot squarely in the face. But he
wasn't moving far.
Either are you.
And this was turning into something else entirely. Right?
Hardison's hand was still on his bare side. It was suddenly too damned intimate.
But
fuck it. Today had already gone balls up. He swallowed. And realized
he had absolutely no idea what the fuck he was going to say, no idea how, or even what he'd mean if he tried.
But Hardison was making an attempt.
"Hey,
ah. Eliot? I don't. Fuck. I don't know. Don't hit me, but." He
was babbling, but Eliot wasn't sure he'd be able to do any better. But
he knew what this was, now, and that was everything. All he'd
have to do was take half a step forward, hold on just a bit tighter. It
would be so easy. "Am I reading this right? I mean, you're. We're.
And it's-"
He had to close his eyes to think about it, just for a
second. He'd already fucked up once today, massively, and if he did it
again-
"Eliot?"
Hardison was stretched to the edge, he was about to snap. And Eliot's dithering wasn't helping either of them.
He
leaned forward and up, just enough that Hardison could take the hint or
back out if he wanted to, but there was no resistance, here, just
Hardison's hands on his back again and his shirt on Eliot's skin and a
flash of something coming back online in his eyes.
---
Holy shit holy shit holyshit.
Eliot was kissing him. Eliot was letting him kiss back, and stubble felt a lot more, up close like this. And right, he didn't want to get carried away here- more than he already was, 'cause this was insane-
but hell. He'd never first-kissed anyone like this, open-mouthed and
content and lazy, easy like they knew where this was going, like they
weren't just stumbling into it in the middle of a rest stop bathroom.
Like
any minute some trucker wouldn't just wander in here, looking at them
and freaking out because of the bloody shirt in the sink- and yeah, he
should really see if he had a spare in the computer bag, because Eliot's
was toast and Tara was good, but she probably didn't carry men's shirts
around in her suitcase- but Eliot's skin was bare under his hands,
still warmer than the rest of the room- no surprise there, the way he
ran hot, hell, Alec could feel his arms burning through the back of his
shirt and it was totally the wrong thing to be getting hung up on
because-
Holyshitholyshit.
This was Eliot Spencer,
here, up against him, pushing back just a little, but not fighting, so
damned insistent. His hair was brushing over the back of Alec's hand,
just a bit and he chased it up underneath to where it was damp-
-and that, there,
that was Eliot's tongue, just barely brushing against his own, nice as
you please, smiling right up against his mouth, before kissing small
again, once, before easing just out of reach.
Eliot was rolling
his jaw just a bit, stretching it out. The bruise was just starting to
really set in, and reality was following, not far behind.
But
hell, they'd just made out in a rest stop bathroom. Alec could take
some liberties. He could out and brush his fingers against it if he
wanted to.
Eliot rolled his eyes when he noticed the concern, but
he leaned in against Alec's hand, just a bit. "Don't worry about it,"
Eliot said, but he wasn't moving. "I'm fine."
"I wasn't," Alec
realized as he said it that it was actually true. "Just. Yeah." And
he wasn't an idiot. He knew that in about three seconds all this was
either going to get unbearably awkward, or come crashing down entirely.
So he smirked. "We just did that. Which is awesome." His own
voice echoed off the tiles. He hadn't noticed it before. "But the
ladies are gonna come looking soon, and…"
"Relax. They'll probably spend an hour on Sophie's hair."
Eliot
stepped back, then, but if he kept looking at him like that, they were
going to end up rolling around on the bathroom floor.
Right over by the urinals.